Been having caffine-induced headaches recently..... dunno what to do.... head hurts like mad.....

I am not making much progress with my political and cultural essay.... but i strongly believe i can finish them by friday. I have to, cos ISM is due on monday. And in between all this shit, have a computing project to hand up and need to post like i never posted b4 in the forum or else i will fail that fucking module. argh, stress....

but i will get by....

 as always.....

poot 

ISM is due 11th April.... which means..... let me see, errr, tomolo? Yep.... that's the last assignment of my entire life in NUS... unless of cos if i fail computing and need to stay back one sem to do it

It's been a great 4 years..... they say uni life is always the most refreshing and not-boring.... well, if u ever get to make it to uni, maybe you would agree... although of cos, a lot of pple do not agree la.... it's been a mixture of both la... guess almost everyone would say that.... u always need to take the good together with the bad.... they seem to come together as a package... attractive yet u know shit lies ahead together with the fun.....

 Same applies to YEP..... u know it'll be tough but u still look forward to it.... funny rite.... may not believe it but i actually did look forward to being enlisted too.... although i knew it would always be tough (although I've recently met some pple who say their army life wasnt tough, bullshit anyway)..... yet everytime when u are in shit like crawling in mud or being chased by some weird creature in the middle of Lim Chu Kang or basking in the hot sun doing work that u liken to be bangala standard, u always look back in pride and remiscent with frens how fun it was back then...

Same thing applies to uni life i guess... during the blur times like getting all lost during the first semester (or even second sem ) and all the assignments.... still remember first time do assignment supposed to write a soci essay of 1800 words.... took me quite some time... and i got A!!! haha.... first assgt in uni got A liao!!! but anyway, i got only B for that module i think.... but anyway..... results sucked.. dealing with stress, pressure, scared exams buang... putting up with irritating project mates, doing tutorials that dun make sense, seeing lecturers with bad breath and giving u the "U are an idiot" look.... tons and tons of stuff that were gross and shitty to look back on.... not to mention gross and disgusting KEVII Hall.... gross place.... haha..... but now u ask me go back stay, i think its quite a nice idea again... haaha... siao ....

Guess we will always look back on everything we've done la.... those sayings like what, cherish the present and look to the future.... sometimes or rather, they DO hold a lot of truth!! haha..

ok time to edit ISM and pull out all my hair liao..... 

feeling lazy now cos i am supposed to start revising for the exams which happens to be in a week's time but i haven even started doing anything substantial. Even though I have a lesser workload this time with only 4 papers, I am however, in shit now cos time is not on my side. Nevertheless, I shall not be a whiny little complain-y pussy and rant over here. Guess putting your concerns into actions is perhaps one of the best ways to reduce stress.

NKF sucks. Enuff said. I dun mean the organisation sucks. I mean the way they solicit donations through making artistes act like freaks sucks.

I am going to start camping in the biz lib from tml onwards. Wish me luck, concentration and more luck as i prepare for the last exams of my life. Theoretically last exam, at least in school that is.

GOd bless those affected by kidney disease.